Recently...pass few weeks.....beginning of the year.... like everybody else i made new year resolution. wow!!? part of it was to recommit myself to God, my life for Him... just had a good start and then suddenly.....
back to square one.
I am now frens with nobody at church...well there all nice ppl there js that I dont seem to fit anywhere,
ppl i get along arent really there anymore....
n worship..... aaa *sigh*
worship shound be getting an emotional high...its about God not about your emotions. its not like a session to get you all high and recharge for monday....
for those who agree to that? u need to recheck your faith.
for me it seems more and more like an excuse than reality, put urself in God shoes, what would u think? u got robots u created praising and standing there like candle sticks, wow!! how great would that make me feel...
i really feel a want to enjoy worshiping god instead of an obligation i have to do every sunday
mayb the fire inside of me had just ran out of fuel. why do i still go to church?? *stares at screen*
*5 mins later*
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*still staring at screen*
should i go back to church hopping??
i really need to feel belonged to a church....
