Today i went to a birthday party. It was happy until i thought of my own birthday. Ofcourse i buy few good friends dinner in places seldom gone, nothing out of my budget, but hey, i paid for everything. N better still i told them it was actually my birthday....and some invited dint turn up for some reason......
I got one phone call from australia to wish me happy birthday......wasnt my sis(she's also at aus,i dint call her on hers either). Jiaren...thankyou for remembering my birthday, i think i must be very hard to remember my birthday cause urs is on the very same day as mine...duh.
It dint matter if i dint celebrate my birthday...i got dozens of close friends....that are no longer in contact, i js wish i can have it with those close one that r still around. one i consider good friend died....years ago. It din matter how long have we known each other or how much we have spent together in total..... How i put ppl's character worthy to be on the friend list inside my heart is......i dun really know myself....but if i get a small token, i'd understand im a fren at ur list, a small gesture, i take notice on it..even though i may not appear so.
If im nobody to everybody...i js hope i got a "gesture" from one person on earth, if ever God says u can't have a celebration(nvr party), but u can chose one person to call you, n I(God) will make her do so, I'd have someone in mind.......I'd exchange my whole life of birthdays js to spend one birthday with you...T_T I'd plan a year ahead, infact i got an idea in mind already. But get back to earth, life's nvr perfect, life's js full of grace unnoticed.
I should have sent a card u along with the present.....
I did get something tonite, i relive my passion for singing, I haven't been singing since like form2.
I think I should have an aim to improve my singing as it's very nostalgic, reminds me of my uadolescent days.
I actually wanted to post about my newly renovated room...or room renovation on process,my dual monitors, new book rack...the befores....after....and aftermath, but later guys. This is fairly long for your attention span.
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